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Something Wonderful ahead

2009 was awesome, 2010 will be spectacular! (:

My heart quenched

When you told me that, my heart quenched. As I saw your messages on my screen, I knew I saw that 2 years ago and you was with me. You accompanied me, listened to me for the whole afternoon, my anguish, my sadness. I know how it feels, how you feel now. I always thought it's me carrying the relationship alone, it's me who cry most of the time, it's always me who was sad, it's always me who's waiting. I don't want to know whether that is true, never wanted to know, afraid to know. I never wanted to ask, always avoiding it, I rather not know than to hear something that would break my heart. I feel I don't know him, I really don't know. In the end, I couldn't take it anymore, I gave up, knowing probably he already gave up long before I even thought of it. But I really hope you will be different from me. Unlike me always using pride to cover up my fear, I know you are much stronger than me, I know you will ask for a plain explanation and that he will tell you how he feels and solve the problem together. Probably, just more understanding need a little from one another, moreover insecurity arises because of the different circumstances (always leading to misunderstandings). Now, that you know what he needs, I'm sure he feels like you do, trash it out together. Don't bottle up your feelings or avoid the situation (any situations), it may just lead to more misunderstandings. I don't know how to advise more, only what I've learned but I can be a listening ear, always (:

Love,
Darling