Move, move, move

2010-01-10T20:01:00.003+08:00

Shifted to http://j-jacelynn.livejournal.com (:

Something Wonderful ahead

2010-01-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

2009 was awesome, 2010 will be spectacular! (:

My heart quenched

2009-12-17T01:05:00.001+08:00

When you told me that, my heart quenched. As I saw your messages on my screen, I knew I saw that 2 years ago and you was with me. You accompanied me, listened to me for the whole afternoon, my anguish, my sadness. I know how it feels, how you feel now. I always thought it's me carrying the relationship alone, it's me who cry most of the time, it's always me who was sad, it's always me who's waiting. I don't want to know whether that is true, never wanted to know, afraid to know. I never wanted to ask, always avoiding it, I rather not know than to hear something that would break my heart. I feel I don't know him, I really don't know. In the end, I couldn't take it anymore, I gave up, knowing probably he already gave up long before I even thought of it. But I really hope you will be different from me. Unlike me always using pride to cover up my fear, I know you are much stronger than me, I know you will ask for a plain explanation and that he will tell you how he feels and solve the problem together. Probably, just more understanding need a little from one another, moreover insecurity arises because of the different circumstances (always leading to misunderstandings). Now, that you know what he needs, I'm sure he feels like you do, trash it out together. Don't bottle up your feelings or avoid the situation (any situations), it may just lead to more misunderstandings. I don't know how to advise more, only what I've learned but I can be a listening ear, always (:

Love,
Darling

My Favourite Verse

2009-12-04T01:20:00.004+08:00

失恋高跟鞋：

一个人，一个背影，在他眼前慢慢走掉。他没有出声叫我，也没有追上来。他也很坚定，只是不再是陪着我，而是离开我。

人在脆弱的时候，会希望有一双手臂，可以抱着你，一个厚实的胸膛，可以让你靠一下，但是让我们迟迟不能走出情伤的，也许，就是我们对这种感觉的眷恋吧。

Recess

2009-10-02T23:41:00.002+08:00

A test run by blogging from iTouch 3.1 :D Didn't really realize when did I practise narcissim. I'm still concern about others and I do care for their feelings but I would rather live in my one world, finish tasks privately, enjoying solitude and tranquility. Home's the best hangout, under God's refuge (: Had been "homely" for the past five days during this short one week recess and enjoying it! Maybe, because I'm cooped at home, I get pissed off with small tiny things. I hereby apologise for that (: Gonna have a steamboat session with BFFLs <3 tomorrow, so looking forward to it! Shall blog again soon. TATA!

On a side note, I don't wish to waste *** years of my effort. Please don't demolish this fragile facade of mine, it's all I'm left with.

Long Weekend

2009-09-21T16:19:00.005+08:00

Find this really meaningful:

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it!

Movies watched with FFX :D The Ugly Truth and weeks before The Hangover & The Proposal, nice movies! After that went for Darling's dance concert at Victoria Concert Hall (:

Fun with CANON EOS!

Pink Flats, flatten my heels ):

At the Botanical Gardens on 20 09 2009, 168 couples said,

Appreciation

2009-09-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAP CHONGHUAN!!
Long time, no blog! >.< HAHA! Yeah, life in NTU started for 1 month already, saw quite a number of Secondary Schoolmates & made new friends of course :D Well, I don't even remember what the gist of this blog post should be. I guess I'm just gonna post some photos up, lazy to post all.

Ck's Hello Kitty Drops, makes me really happy! HAHA :D

Dinner at Ding Tai Fung with them!

Currently reading Dan Brown's Deception Point, feeling really satisfied! :D By the way, great thanks to friends especially, Jolene Kek, Seokching Darl, Foo Fangxiong, Dennis Lim, Troy Sng, Low Yishen, Tan Yuelong and Ch'ng Khaihung for lending me their ears and being there for me, plus Brandon Tan my "e-mail pal" and my new friend Weihong, for entertaining me (:
Much Appreciated :DD

A Few Spices

2009-08-02T21:31:00.014+08:00

Did a Facebook quiz "Which bible verse best describes your life!"

Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will direct your paths.--You are great at putting your trust in God. Keep following him and you will be amazed at what he does.

I feel it's very accurate! :D Anyway, had class gathering yesterday at Heng's house. Always nice to see them, plus an early celebration for Amos' birthday (:

Now, I've got no urge to watch NDP Live telecast on the actual day itself because I've watched the preview last week. Well, I wanted to see Venetta Lopez, unfortunately she wasn't there ):

More Photos on Facebook

Attended an OCBC movie event Harry Potter & the Half Blood Prince. Sister & I bought the wizard combo. *SO CUTE* :D

Irrevocable

2009-07-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

The moment I stepped in, it was already an irrevocable decision, a decision you haven't realise.

ME VS KYY 2 YEARS FEAT

2009-07-04T23:47:00.003+08:00

2YEARS AGO

1) How old were you?
* 17

2) Where did you go to school?
* innova junior college

3) Where did you work?
* not working at all

4) Where did you live?
* I did not move house

5) Where did you hang out?
* causeway, school LT :D

6) Did you wear glasses?
* only when facing the whiteboard

7) Who was your best friend(s)?
* Jianhuos and the-then-HIM

8) How many piercings did you have?
* 2

9) What car did you drive?
* if only my age was allowed ok...

10) Had you been to a real party?
* ??!??!?!?!?!

12) Had your heart broken?
* End of 2 years ago.

12) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
* Whatever it is, I'm not married or divorced.

1 YEAR AGO

1) How old were you?
* 18

2) Where did you go to school?
* still in innova jc

3) Where did you work?
* no work still...

4) Where did you live?
* same place

5) Where did you hang out?
* as usual + Bukit Batok & Gombak

6) Did you wear glasses?
* only when I'm facing the Whiteboard

7) Who were your best friends?
* Jians & Darling+HengZA

8) Who was your crush?
* It's not a crush.

9) How many tattoos did you have?
* NONE

10) How many piercings did you have?
* 2

11) What car did you drive?
* I don't at all

12) Had your heart broken?
* It died.

13) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
* Totally Complicated!

NOW, 2009

1) How old are you?
* 19

2) Where do you work?
* The Lasik Surgery Clinic

3) Where did you go to school?
* Starting school in NTU soon.

4) Where do you live?
* same place

5) Do you wear glasses?
* Seldom

6) Who are/is your best friends?
* Still same old people :D

7) Do you talk to your old friends?
* OLD?! I'm the OLDEST (inside joke).

8) How many piercings do you have?
* 2

9) How many tattoos?
* NONE.

10) What kind of car do you have?
* NONE

11) Has your heart been broken?
* It already died there last year.

12) Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?:
* I'm Waiting, maybe he's my next big regret.

Look out for http://hesaysimbeautiful.blogspot.com/

For PYY

2009-07-03T23:37:00.002+08:00

I know I should be sleeping now but I can't. I went to PYY's Blog, October 2007 archive, didn't know the exact reason why I went back there & read this "21st October 2007" post. I've got mixed feelings, it brought me back to the heartbreak-cum-heartwarming situation.
It read like this:

Upon hearing your call.
I wish I can be there by your side.
If I were to hear you cry at the other end of the phone,
I will just grap my things and run off.

I had quite a hard time looking for the place.
Finally I found.
I saw you.
That face covered up by fake smiles.

We walked off.
On the way.
I kept quiet.
I hear you talk.

On the escalator.
I take a quick glance at you.
You slim down.
Alot.

Are you wondering for the reason?
In train.
I looked into your eyes.
Nothing but disappointment.

Since that day.
When the choice was made.
It was tough for you.
Like a huge burden.

Over the times.
I share your happiness.
I share your sadness.
Your everything.

From the every first day.
Till now.
We learn together.
We grow together.

Whenever I need you.
You are always there.
At least.
You try to.

But.
Why is it that I cant.
I always failed.
To be there for you.

I fucking hate myself.
Leaving you for a fucking second time.
I can never make it there.
WHY?

I fucking want to be there.
To hug you tight.
And.
Let you cry in my arms.

My mind is with you at all times.
Bloody worried.
But.
Fucking dont want to go to you.

If you dont believe.
Promises are meant to be broken.
Let me make a promise to you for one last time.
I will be there for you, always.

Feels really close to my heart & because of this, I believe there is no need for many fair-weather friends, cos I've got THEM (:

3 Happy Days!

2009-06-28T21:04:00.007+08:00

This Afternoon was Amara & Bing Ying's wedding @ Grand Copthorne Waterfront. Such a sweet couple & I love their animation on their route to being a married couple now! Look! Even their Wedding gifts are so cute, a little cup & in the flat box is circular poker cards which looked like coaster at first (code from Gigi, hahahahha). Seriously I don't know how to play a decent poker game with that, lol.

Below are pictures of LSC's PREEEEETTYYY GIRLS!
I don't have the pictures of Amara & Bingying shall upload it next time when I have them :D
Chung Wanting, Koh Yantian & Annie Wang!

Ash Lim & her "Edison Chen look-alike" son!

Eda Wang!

Gigi Tai & Lim Kejin!

Mei Ho & Sheena Tan

Jia Hui * 2!

Faustina Illona!

Ava Gui!

Ivanna!

Foo Moli!

Yesterday was Troy's Birthday Celebration @ Crystal Jade & met up with 13 other peeps :D
Low Yishen, Me & Jolene Kek!

He tried to stand very far away for his head to look smaller, LOL!

Birthday Boy and Me!

His first reaction when he saw me was, "Wa! I really didn't expect you will come?!" To him I'm such a bad Sister ):
His Girlfriend! Watch the video! (below)

Kiss the Fish!

Friday met up with DADDY FOO to eat at Shokudo! After which I went to collect my new GUCCI spectacles! Feels really good :D

Happy!

2009-06-21T22:28:00.001+08:00

Several events, which I previously didn't have the time to update, so here I come!

Happy Father's Day to Daddy!
Always supported me and shall continue to do so! :D

Partly showing off my Sister's photography skill (:

One evening after work while I felt broke -.- Friend's always there for me!

Farish's 2nd Birthday!

Class Outing!
@ Timbre & DXO

Farewell for Yantian, Gigi, Aya

If Only

2009-06-07T21:42:00.003+08:00

It's been quite a few weeks already, heard this song and I thought it really fits the situation.

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过

Waiting for the photos to be uploaded, so that i can blog the next time round (:

Wants To Save Myself

2009-05-22T23:05:00.004+08:00

I always thought I was someone who stands on strong grounds of determination;
just by a minute, he proved me wrong.
But one week later, I got rooted again.

Happy Mother's Day!

2009-05-10T22:05:00.001+08:00

Just came back from Southern Ridges, first time walking that trial together with Mummy only :D

I love wearing Innova's PE shirt! :p

Had Seafood in the afternoon @ Long Beach East Coast. Mummy say she loves my gift for her! This handmade glass 'personal pot and a warmer' specially for her because she loves tea! But I know she loves me even more! :D

Another handmade glass 'pot & small vacuum teacup' for my Babysitter!

They love my (filled with love) Mother's Day gifts (:

Feeling rather Happy! Because I got an offer from NTU Mathematical Sciences, my first choice. However, I've got absolutely no news from NUS ): Had been working all along, so there wasn't much updates. Thanks to Influenza A with Orange Alert, LOL.

Yesterday D&M brought me and GM to T3 Crowne Plaza for "dim sum" @ Imperial Treasure, under my request :D The "dim sum" there was better than average. Worth a try! I thought Crowne's toilet looked classy, so I captured it!

At night I felt sudden nostalgia (towards friends), I opened up last year 2008's MSN chatlogs with Jolene, Shuna, Khaihung, Darling, Zhian, AMK Bros & Yuelong. It really kills time. I was supposed to sleep at 11pm, in the end I got so engrossed in those, and finally decided to sleep @ 2am because my laptop battery went totally flat, lol. Later chatlogs of the year, led me into deep pondering.

I concluded:
我对别人的好你总是看在眼里。
我给你的，你又看见多少？

你最近还好吗？

2009-04-24T21:19:00.011+08:00

Sometimes I wonder what you're doing and how you're, ya, just wonder and wondering is good enough for me (:

Well, having a little more time with friends, like at least a mahjong session and big feast! :D

Last week, just watched Knowing with Ch'ng Khaihung at Cineleisure after work

and two days ago, just met Darling WongSC at Innova along with Dennis Lim for K-box.
More Friends Reunion I suppose :D

2009-03-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

I just wanna blog about how I feel currently, even if it's random.
Besides working for 6/7 days a week, all I need is some private time for myself. Maybe, somtimes for 1/2 rounds of Mahjong, being at Kbox to scream my lungs out with friends and embarking on a real shopping trip even if it's alone. That's it. I'm satisfied.
Currently I don't even have that standard of living. My working hours is so long that I am caught in a awkward situation: I have the money; no opportunity to spend. Sometimes I don't even realise if I'm using work to avoid issues I'm supposed to face. Perhaps I am.
Trying to mange my time well, so that I can strike a balance between work, family and friends. Currently it's like, 90% work, 8% family and 2% friends. HAHA, I gonna be "friendless" soon.

2009-02-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hello there! It's been a long time since I blogged, at least I think so, lol. Had been really busy meeting different groups of friends after work, feeling really shagged now. On Friday, it was with GETHIGH!! Surprise surprise, almost the whole family was there! So happy meeting them again! Went to Fish&Co. for Valentine's dinner at Glass House. Those couples around us were relly annoyed with the amount of pollutants (NOISE) we are producing :DD

On Valentine's day, worked for whole day, had steamboat with Dad&Mum. At night met up with Dennis to JP along with Jolene Kek and Weilian (:

On the next day, was out with a part of 4d'06.

I really wish I'm still me.

2009-02-08T21:47:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to
CHNG KHAIHUNG!
Since I started work, blogging has ever since became a chore. But I thought, I should keep these memories and view them once in awhile :D That motivated me to blog. Anyway, Brandon Tan visited me while I was working and we had lunch at Ajisen. He helped me buy "TOTO quick pick" (so nice of him), though I won nothing ):
This is our one and only picture since the past 2 years.

Busy with visitings during weekends. Shall post pictures up the next time. Oh, I was at Tanah Mera yesterday night with parents for a gathering with Dad's uni schoolmates. It happend to be the street next to Amos Lim's house. Yeah, so Dad drove me to his house to visit him, his short hair looks really funny, haha.

2009-02-03T21:02:00.000+08:00

No pictures for CNY because I had food poisoning ): Life has been all about work.

Yves Saint Laurant and Guess :D

Sunday was at Troy Sng's house together with Jolene Kek, Chng Khaihung, Low Yishen & Foo Jiting 拜年 & playing mahjong. All of us busy playing, so no pictures, haha.
Yesterday, went to meet Wong Seokching because I miss her! (trying to make her happy :DD)

I look younger than her right?

Sister's going to China for a week and she will be flying off in a few hours time! I will feel so cold beside me ):

2009-01-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

Darling Wong SC say I'm old busy lady! So now I blog ( to prove to her that I'm a young and vibrant lady :) ), while I'm using a mask, that's multi-tasking! :D Congrats to Wong Liangkai who survived the 6 days long Field Camp! Going in next is the poor Tan Yuelong, haha. Amos Lim and Heng Zhian both are out of camp too! But, I can't meet them all ): Leaving Singapore tomorrow morning.

Last Thursday met up with Wong Seok Ching and Chenjun at Orchard after work. We had dinner at 鼎泰蘴 and they accompanied me to City Hall to buy ingredients for Jolene Kek's Birthday present (: Soon I will take pictures of the beautiful artpiece and post it here, haha (; Oh Darling Wong SC finally gave me my super belated present! A very nice door knob hanger, or what you call it! She did it herself, awwww so sweet of her, hees (:

Darling just love to snap here snap there.

Even the photos can tell how tired my eyes are. I accompanied them to take the Red Line MRT route back to my house, which took me more than an hour. Can't believe I did that for the both of them. But I really had much fun, just love the time with them (:

Ok, today is Jolene Kek's birthday!

HOPEFUL 19TH BIRTHDAY!

I want to tell you how much I treasure you as a very very best friend (:
And no matter what I'll be here for you. Not only me, but many of us too!
We feel heartbroken when we see you entrapped in those r/s issue. But we just want to tell you that, Love is not everything in our life. You have friends, family and studies! Really hope that you can concentrate on your studies and don't end up like me (:

We'll love you always! <33

2009-01-20T22:59:00.001+08:00

I love steamboats with them! They come to my house every year for CNY Steamboat, haha. After that, we had Blackjack sessions, one word to describe my day, FABULOUS! But it would be more fun with the presence of Toh Weixiang, Chew Ziming and Chua Hotat ):

Trimmed my hair yesterday, and well, I realised I haven bought any clothes for CNY!!! That's so amazing, lol. If anyone can borrow me 24 hours, that will be adequate for me to shop (:

Going to sleep now! Working 6 days in a week really depends on the stamina, but I enjoy it! :DD

2009-01-17T23:11:00.005+08:00

This week, went to meet Joannah Shane, Yap Chonghuan and Clement Tan for dinner after work. Had really nice talks, still love to chat with secondary school friends more! :D

While I was on the way home, Amos Lim called me! He told me he was fine and everything, hope to see him real soon, of course and Heng Zhian la!
Met Theodore Heng and Joannah Shane on the next day for dinner after work also. And Theodore Heng really gave me a shock, with his really long hair. Yar, we know his reasons for that...
Work Work and Work! 24 hours/day is not even enough for family, work, friends and most importantly SHOPPING!! ):

Someone ask me why am I not going out with my boyfriend?
(No boyfriend, nothing to date la! I only date with my work, haha)

Had my contact lenses done and YEAH!! The myopia power fell further, feeling really happy. But my Astigmatism is really high~

Whatever it is, Steamboat tomorrow! :DD

Awaiting for next weekend

2009-01-10T21:57:00.005+08:00

Had been working the whole day. Knocked off and went to City Hall to meet them (below)!

Having Steamboat next weekend with ♥s. That tells me I will have another good weekend ahead :DD

:D

2009-01-09T19:56:00.002+08:00

Yeah!! Gonna start working tomorrow! :D

Very Very Very Lethargic

2008-12-31T00:56:00.001+08:00

Went Sentosa with the BESTs of ALL! I'm burnt and lazy to blog (again), haha. So just go to Facebook for photos. We took nearly hundred in all, but I only chose some, becos Chia Siok Nah will kill me if I put those not very pleasant looking ones, haha. Enjoy! :D
Sentosa 30th December 2008

27th December 2008
Neve's Birthday!

Miss Pangs :D

My Ah Ma!

I finally get to eat at this place. So-so only, haha.

Boxing Day
Passed Jolene Kek Pohyee her present. We played mahjong at Low Yishen's house, with Chng Khaihung, Chia Siok Nah and Chua Hotat. After that had my favourite Lor Mee! And Chia Siok Nah treated us 4 dollars of rojak! Now she still owes us 6 dollars, hees.

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve
Morning went to my Mama's house, I miss her cooking! So she cooked all my favourite dishes, Curry Fish Head, Stewed Chickem Wings, Salmon! :DD After that met Yishen Sir for less than 5 minutes. Passed him the sweets from Korea, and he passed me my Christmas gift!

After that took bus to West Mall to wait for Chia Siok Nah and Chng Khaihung. I really can't believe that I took 187 to Woodlands because it's the first time! Passed them their Presents, Nana got a pouch, Chng got sweets from Korea again, haha. We watched Ip Man together, quite a nice show (:

My Chia Siok Nah :D

Night time went to meet Hangyang and Dennis Lim (they also got sweets from Korea) because I really don't know what to give to guys. Finally got the PSP games from Hy, and I love DJ MAX to the MAX! haha, I'm addicted to it! :D

I love to end my day happily and I'm happy (:

Christmas
Happy Birthday to Lord Jesus! Went to Plaza Singapura to meet Darling SC, Zhian, Yuelong, Liangkai and Edwin! Cafe Cartel for Lunch, walked around. Got them from Darling and Za (:

Met Jolene Kek Pohyee, Low Yishen and Chua Hotat had "Tse Char" and now I'm home, uploading the Korea Trip photos onto Facebook dilligently, I won't be blogging about it, because I'm lazy, haha.

Jamais Fleur

2008-12-24T00:05:00.001+08:00

Shall update on Prom first, since I've promised it weeks ago, haha, while I'm still collecting all photos from Korea :DD After Prom we went drinking at Boat Quay and overnight till 6am.
The 26 Series! H2 Mathematics Physics Economics
(0726A, 0726B, 0726C)

I got a beautiful rose that day ((:
And today I finally got the confimation for relief teaching! Happy :DD

Nice and Meaning Song

2008-12-13T01:00:00.001+08:00

新不了情- 薛凯琪

给我最后的微笑好不好
眼泪也不是解药你知道
担心你以后要一个人走
爱变伤口天长地久
时间有尽头总能够再回首变温柔
千言万语难开口 还压在眉头却要放开手

忘了多于的内疚 别忘了爱过就已足够
没有不了的情缘 总会有人要先走
忘了动摇的时候别忘了泪水不会白流
没有不了的拥有确有回味在心头
最终会变醇酒

Just completed this series of show, it made my tears flood, very touching (:

Baby! :DD

Sister!

Six Days Passed

2008-12-12T01:40:00.000+08:00

Haven't got the pictures for Prom, so I'm updating on trip to Kuala Lumpur to attend DaJie's Wedding first (:

I love A&W!

9th December 2008

Went shopping with Grandaunt and Cousin!
Personalised Luggage Tag (:

I did this collage! It is now on my study room's wall :DD

10th December 2008
Went to Sentosa with Sister, Cousion and Grandaunt, hurhur.

11th December 2008
Watched 'The Day The Earth Stood Still' just now with Hangyang and Dennis (:

Happy! :D

My People, My Home

2008-12-05T12:22:00.001+08:00

I've been leaving this post for more than a week! I shall blog about it first, leave the post on prom night next week.
I forgot the date for everything, but I knew what I did (:

Went Queensway with Miss Kek, Sir and Minister :D

Met up with Chng* at Westmall and Mahjong at Sir's house with Ting Mummy, Gor^2 and Miss Kek.

Shopping, Shopping and Shopping...

Thanks alot to Chng :DD

Thanks alot to Sister and Daddy :D

C905 is down, so it went for servicing at Wisma, I still couldn't get it back ): Many people must be laughing at me, zzz.

Thanks alot to Aunt! :D

Few days left, going to KL soon be back on Tuesday, see ya peeps!
Meanwhile Ngee Ann Peeps
ALL THE BEST FOR COMMON TEST!

New Life: Lifeless

2008-11-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

Just 5 days after exams, and I'm busier than 'during exam period'. I bought a new phone, Dear SE C905 (:

I'm uploading a series of photos.

18th November, rebonded my hair after the last paper!

Went to watch a musical concert with Jolene at night, not bad (:

19th November 2008
We went Zhian's house to play Mahjong!

20th November 2008
We went to Darling's house to play Wii with his brother!

21st November 2008
We celebrated Kaixiang's Birthday at Yishun!

22nd November 2008
Jolene, Shuna and Me went to Singapore River to support NgeeAnn Dragonboat!
Especially Khaihung (circled in Red) :D

Nice Landscape right? HAHA

Going to rest now, having gastric pain again, zzz.

My Birthday!

2008-11-07T21:50:00.003+08:00

Thanks to all of the wishes (: Except WONG SEOKCHING and HENG ZHI'AN! Other people din't wish me its ok! My proclaimed good friends, also can forget, I'm making them guilty (: On the 5th of November they gave me a surprise party at my Grandaunt's house! So sweet of them, cos I told them not to bother, I wanna study, but they gave me a surprise. Thank you People! I love all of you! Though I didn't cry, but I was really very happy! :D One more thing, CHNG KHAIHUNG and CHEW ZIMING! Both of you better give me a birthday treat, or else you 2 will suffer a terrible death, HAHAHAHAHA!
Yeah, 4th November was CHIA SIOKNAH's Birthday! 5th November was LOW YISHEN SIR's and SQ's Birthday! Happy Belated to you all! :D

I'm disappointed with you... I have nothing much to say.

New Haircut

2008-09-21T22:29:00.000+08:00

I just cut my fringe. Firstly, because freinds have been complaining about me, having only one pathetic eye, so I decided to cut it off (to prove that I have TWO eyes) (: Secondly, I want a new hairstyle and I don't want to part my hair anymore. I just hope to have a new life, a new direction and thanks for all the concern people, I didn't make this drastic change of hairstyle due to any problem or serious stress, haha. Here it is~
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HAHA, a Doll (Straight) Fringe. Ok, I know (act young) -.- Darling and Zhi'an was like: Why you suicide! when they saw the hairstylist cut my straight fringe, haha. Amos could not stop laughing he said I'm too Innocent-looking. Kailiang worse, couldn't even recognise me. They were the people who saw my new haircut first. This was before tuition yesterday. After that, I left them and went to East Coast Park for Jumbo with my family.
I look like my Daddy right? haha

I wanted to watch the F1 route, I mean the lights. So we were travelling on the F1 route at 20 kilometres/hour -.-

Foolish again?

2008-09-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

Am I? Or did I think too much again? This feeling is really lousy. I should just bang the wall and die. Well, whatever, I'm just speaking to the air.

The Last Sprint

Tired of Prelims

2008-09-14T21:49:00.001+08:00

11th September 2008 was Chonghuan's 18th Birthday!
Here's Mummy's wish for you:
Wish that your GPA > 3.0 this year :D
Old people acting young, HAHA
(I was joking >.<)

Thank You Sir! It's so CUTE!!

My Dad gave me this Polar Fleece as a surprise!

Tired of Prelims, not feeling very good these few days. Maybe I was just too afraid and I thought too much. I just want to stay at home to shelter myself.
Shelter my heart, shelter my emotions, shelter my fears and insecurity.

Happy Teachers' Day!

2008-08-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

All Teachers' big day! We had celebrated it with our class' tutors yesterday and today's celebration :D I shan't type too much, photos are more important! Hope DMs wont see these, haha. I'm really getting lazy to discuss about the details. Everything's just Awesome!

Amk Brothers (:

Drumstick, lol

Come Papa Feed You (:

We love 终极密码!

Act Zai -.-

Finally ended! HAHA.

Lobsters Love Me

2008-08-23T23:01:00.001+08:00

Prince of Badminton

Beibei, Jingjing,Huanhuan, Yingying, Nini :D

Just ended my self-initiated "24-hour famine camp" with a Lobster Dinner. It was sinful, not because it is fattening, but! It was still moving while we ate its meat raw ):

I have no idea what to blog about. My mind is a whirlpool and I absolutely have no idea what I've been doing and what I'm up to.

Presence

2008-08-16T21:04:00.001+08:00

Today took a 2nd photo with Kiehl's people and I've got the picture (: But I want the 1st Photo more, lol. Anyway, busy life so I'm not updating much, because I tend to forget what I did, lol. Yes! An Olympic Medal for Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
With Kiehl's

Miss Js

Many were taken for granted all the time. It is only when you lose them, you realised how much their presence matter to you and how much they meant to you. However, it's always too late to realise because of the absence of trust.

Happy 43rd Birthday to Sg!

2008-08-09T23:07:00.001+08:00

These are photos featuring Kampong-ians' virgin visit to Jurong East Interchange! :D

I love this lyric from Miley Cyrus' 7 things:

The 7 things I hate about you

You're vain

Your games

You're insecure

You love me you like her

You made me laugh, you made me cry

I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks when you act like them

Just know it hurts

I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you.

HAHA, come on la!

080808

2008-08-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

Firstly, today is the Commencement of Beijing Olympics 2008! Secondly, we had National Day Celebration in school, with a new event: Sg Pioneers look-a-like Contest! After that, they came to my house for BBQ and celebrated Amos' Birthday! By the way, met Messiah on the bus, because he boarded the wrong one! LOL. Since 1 year when I last met him, haha. But he's still as cute as before (: Ok, I shall upload a series of photos taken on 080808!
Before Assembly

During Celebration in Hall

Sg Pioneers look-a-like Contest

Pregnant Hang! :x

During BBQ

Alerting the Fitness Department! :D

Happy 18th Birthday to Amos!
0726D (new class in Innova) with our CT Mr Koh! :D

Conclusion: I have had a bad hair day! ):

Durian Puffs

2008-08-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

I had this sudden crave for Durians, lol. I thought of Goodwood Park Hotel's Durian Puff. I told parents to buy for me, haha. As they were on their way, they were stucked in a traffic jam. Mum called me to check for the telephone number, because they don't wanna go there and come back empty handed. I saw the Dining Promotion for Durian Puffs.
But the date today, 3rd August: the Durian Feast had just ended. I called Mum to infrom her. I was a little disappointed then. But, they gave me a surprise! They bought the Durian Puffs back! The last 2 boxes in Singapore, haha :D Because they called them to ask whether there's still stock and coincidentally, they were left with the last 2 boxes!

I remembered last year, we bought 20 over pieces from them, in the end we didn't have enough time to finish and more than 10 turned fouled.
God loves me, he gave me the chance to taste the Durian Puffs this year :D Parents love me becasue they made great effort to cheer me up, haha. And I love them too!

Untitled

2008-08-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

I feel like sleeping now -.- Had been staying up late to complete essays after essays, what torturous life I have. Apparently, Life is all about Mugging ): I have a good 25 days before Prelim 2, excluding September Hols and a critical 89 days to A-levels, haha. Acutally, nothing much to blog about, just that I'm trying to ease myself for the time being.
Yesterday, reached home late after REAP. Today, Gor met me up at Woodlands and we had lunch together with my other Good friends (: After that, was studying at Westmall's CoffeeBean with Mr and future-Mrs-Lim-to-be, and I was eventually left alone to continue, lol.

Ps: I hope the Fitness Department sees this! :p

My name, beautifully drawn on GC by Kek!

Close-up :D

Ah-mo-si!

Deeper

2008-07-27T23:12:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow is the sixth week of the term, a new week! As much as I look forward to the upcoming excitements, I'm feeling lethargic. By the way, we made a new friend, Kai Liang. We're at the same tuition centre and same college (: We knew him since last week, but didn't introduce ourselves (he only recognises Hangyang.) So for the whole of two weeks, he only said "Hi" to Hang -.- A newly aquainted stranger is worth the topic, lol. Physics tuition was fine, except for the people sitting in front of me: RJC, SAJC, HCJC... Very stressful with them around. Gotta work hard! "Triple-ly" hard, haha. I will post photos next week :D

I wondered, what is it I really want.
And I'm convinced I don't have an answer, still.

FX's BD & Prelim 1 Result Slip

2008-07-24T20:07:00.000+08:00

Me & DA-LING bought a chocoloate cake from Breadtalk to celebrate Duck's Birthday (:
Birthday Roast Duck :D

His small little Birthday prank

We aren't evil afterall ;)
The chocolate cake was delicious, haha. Sadly many people in our class are controlled under the villains: Cough, Flu & Fitness Club. Oh well, I just reached home and I realised my study room's ceiling lamp FUSED too -.- Everything needs a change, so do I, haha. Yar, result slip and Pep talk by principal. (Throw away my VAIO, PSP, VIERA, iPOD ect!)

Busy and Enjoying

2008-07-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

Great! My irritating "blinking" study lamp just passed away, finally. Time to change it. I wanted to blog on something which I was angry about, yesterday. In the end, it was a misunderstanding with Friend. So we apologised to each other, and everything was back to normal since yesterday night (: Anyway, I woke up really early this morning at 4.30am (biological alarm, lol.) And the whole stretch of 5hours of tutorial. That's why I'm alittle off-form now.
Here are some outdated photos:
Zhian, Amos & Kaixiang

Taken at 0600

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to DADDY FANGXIONG :D
in advance (it should be tomorrow), because I really need to sleep. Hope he sees this wish asap, haha. Preparing for Pep Talk -.-

Hundred Days Left

2008-07-19T23:08:00.000+08:00

I love Studying!
This is true (as for now). I'm taking a break off studying to blog for awhile (: So I went for the first lesson: Physics Tuition, along with Darling, Zhian, Hangyang and Amos. My conclusion: I see hope in Physics now! Of course I want my grades for Physics to 'leap' like how it did for Mathematics. Oh yeah, just now we were asked to pose for Kihel's along Orchard Road but they kept the photo -.-
Smell Emporio Diamonds :D

What am I trying to do?

Angry and Disgusted

2008-07-13T23:06:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to Joannah!
(tomorrow though, haha)
Today was studying with Zhian and Amos at Woodlands library. Study till eyes ache -.- So I decided to go for the Physics tuition with them since they are goin to do revision for all topics soon, it will be of great help to me (: Just finished editing my SCG, haha, must be more buay bah in writing that. I had peace and happiness for the whole of this week, and I'm really very happy,weeeee~ Even if tomorrow is a very very long day, I'm willing to suffer, haha. But somethings just happened and made me unhappy: What is PRIVACY?! :/
Anyway, congrats to Khaihung for clinching third, possessing good leadership during Dragonboat Race (:

Wonderful, Jovial Friday

2008-07-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

It was really wonderful, this is the only day in the whole week which I didn't take cab to school. Guess what, the next thing I knew was, I was late for school, along with Darling, Dennis and Yuelong -.- Had to run around the parade square for 3 rounds, embarassing... After school we decided to go for Bowling at Marina Square after Darling's Oral exam, but she was delayed till 4pm, while me, Amos and Zhian was playing Mahjong (: So we went to have dinner since everyone hadn't had lunch. Decided to go to Yio Chu Kang to have Seafood dinner. When we reached the restaurant, we found it strange because the furnishings were altered and we walked to the front. There! Sakura, lol. So we ate at Sakura, thanks to Zhian :D We ATE & LAUGH TOO MUCH. We took 5 Dory Fish, 4 Mushroom Plates, 5 pieces of Unagi, Numerous Oysters, Many Prawns, 3 Grilled Boneless Chicken... (and the list just goes on and on and on). Reached home at 9pm, Im getting home later and later -.-

Zhian & Amos
(Before getting too full)

Group Photo

Their middle fingers, not mine ((:
(with Doraemon's pancake)

Amos' glum face

Antena Zhian & Antena Jacelynn

Ah-mo-si Baobei and Darling
(Amos dying from being too full, lol)

Pleasant Classmates

2008-07-09T21:51:00.002+08:00

It was raining at my house, so I left house at 7am. Reached Woodlands at 7.50am -.- which was like very late on normal "non-rainy" school days. Luckily, it was still drizzling at Woodlands! Then I'm not considered late. When I reached I couldn't see clearly who was at the Route Board in front of the control station. Until I walked nearer, I was tremendously shocked! One-third of the class was there waiting for me! Thanks to Darling, Dennis, Chenjun, Hangyang, Fangxiong, Koonlong, Guodong and Duabeigong :D Although it was quite embarrassing to have so many people waiting for me, I felt very happy, haha. (I feel so idiotical now) We ended up late for Econs lecture, after temperature taking. Of course, we got some kind reprimandings, especially our class when half was absent, lol. Gotta write Literature Essays now (:

We Enjoy Solitude (:

2008-07-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Kelvin Koh!
3 Wishes for you
1. Get a new and better girlfriend
2. Start studying again after army
3. Happy everyday!

8th July 2008
After school, went Party World with Darling, Zhian and Amos! Fun time with them :D Cheer ourselves up! Instead of lightening the mood, we sang many sad and emo songs. To make it happier, we made a fool of the lyrics, lol!
Heh-heh

Darling and Ah-mo-si :D

Me and my Ah-mo-si Baobei!

Mama & Daugther (act cute) :x

Zhian & Amos (Jokers)

I only slept for a total of 3 hours for the past 2-3 days, so I gonna sleep early today~ See my panda eyes -.-
"Wonder how it went..." ( Knowing everything from a third party's mouth.)

Youth Day

2008-07-07T22:13:00.000+08:00

"I should have gone back to school by myself today!" This is good friends' joke about me (their one and only common joke -.-) Well, didn't go to town, instead to Yishen's house for Mahjong with Pohyee and Hotat. Mahjong never fail to cheer me up! Dad told me that I looked 心事重重 this few days, haha. He finally has the time to notice about me, lol. So after Mj, we cabbed to Jurong Point for dinner at Crystal Jade. No pictures today, because we looked sloppy, vain people like us won't take bad-looking photos, haha. On the way home, I recieved 2 messages and before that I had flashbacks that the two messages will appear in my inbox, it really did. I'm sure everything will be fine, because I have faith in them (:

Scorpio Sun Sign
Having slinky Scorpio as your star sign means the Sun in the zodiac blazed in a passionate water sign on your birthday. The Sun in astrology stands for your inner nature and stamps your innermost character. Scorpio, the eighth sign of the Zodiac, is a feminine sign ruled by fierce Mars, the warrior planet and dark Pluto, the planet of transformation. A fixed (strong and solid) sign, Scorpio governs will and authority. Scorpio people are passionate and emotional, with very deep feelings. Although you are a loyal and dedicated friend, you are fiercely competitive, subject to fits of vindictive jealousy and can be quite manipulative in pursuit of your goals.

Symbols for Scorpio are the scorpion, a ground-dwelling killer with a poisonous sting in its tail and the eagle, a far-seeing predator soaring above petty problems into the spiritual sky. Scorpio's real involvement is not primarily based on love or even pleasure, but on the control and understanding of human emotions and the role they play in the mysterious processes of life and death. Though you may not spend your life pondering the mysteries of life and death, you are inquisitive and probing, fascinated with how things and people work. Your mental and physical powers of recuperation are remarkable - and truly evolved (eagle) Scorpios can learn to use their power to help and inspire others.

Determined Scorpio, a fixed sign, can be rather stubborn and resistant to imposed changes. In many ways this is a plus, for it gives you the stamina to accomplish things in life, due to your tenacity. On the surface you may seem easy-going, congenial, and gregarious, but you are also extremely tenacious with a need to manipulate and control your situations.
Keys to your success are a strong will and the ability to get to the bottom of things. You want answers and will doggedly persist until you get them.

The fiery energy of Mars shines out when you are enthusiastic; it attracts and inspires others. Your intensity can be overwhelming, but also subtle, for your considerable energy is not aroused or employed just to have something to do - as is often the case with Aries, the other Mars-ruled personality. Unlike Aries, Scorpio is not openly combative, unless it becomes necessary. Your privacy is tightly protected, so others only get to know you up to a point. You may not show any sign of inner struggle, but when you are after something (or someone) your determination is fierce. Should you not be favoured in the outcome, you are neither a willing nor a gracious loser. Nevertheless, you are not arrogant, being generally interested in others and what they have to say, although you often exhibit a self-sufficiency which implies there isn't much you don't already know.

The transformative energy of Pluto motivates you, as you delve into the deepest mysteries of life. Whether you are trying to get to the bottom of a murder, or some heinous crime, or whether you are saving a life through your surgical skills, or pursuing a meditative magical mystery tour, you characteristically seek to uncover the truth or to transform raw materials into things of great power and beauty. Relationships are not exempt from this probing, so anyone involved with you must prepare for profound changes in themselves, their mysterious partner and the relationship itself.

Emotions govern your first reactions to every experience in life. Although instinctive emotions generate the strongest motivations for your behaviour, you are not prone to wearing your heart on your sleeve (unlike the other Water Signs, those feeling-oriented Cancerians and Pisceans). You need to dominate relationships and rarely display your true feelings, holding back something of yourself, even at your most open and communicative moments. Although you may not intentionally set out to be mysterious, you manage to appear enigmatic anyway. You hate being crossed or manipulated, and can react to such treatment with sarcasm and vengefulness.

Scorpio rules the reproductive organs and excretory system, so those with Scorpio active in their charts suffer headaches, infections and fevers, along with various illnesses to do with what used to be called the secret parts. You have, however, a strong constitution and can usually overcome your problems, many of which are of your own making, due to your clandestine activities.

Scorpio colours are red, black, midnight blue, and emerald green. Scorpio rules metallic iron and your birthstone is the topaz. Topaz, one of the hardest minerals, cannot be cut with a knife. It is yet another representation of the impenetrable Scorpio nature. Scorpio flowers include the anemone, heather, and gardenia.

I'm obsessed with flowers.

Major Arcana: Wheel of Fortune

2008-07-05T15:37:00.002+08:00

3rd July 2008
Yesterday, gastric pain acting up again but I forgot my medicine -.- After school was Mahjong again at Zhian's house. He cooked for us, though it was simple fast food, it was really appreciated :D School merely started, and we got to aquaint to our new Mathematics tutor, she's patient and such, of course same standard as Mdm Chan. But, no more jokes and humour in class thereafter. Got back Maths paper 1, still going on.

Don't tell/ ask/ remind me about the date
Today, I wanna complain about something, about Mediacorp, no, maybe the scriptwriter of 绝对佳人. I dislike this kind of open-ended ending, and I knew this was going to happen, because they are afraid of getting complains -.- And because of this, I will complain (: LOL. Ok la, enough of winding. This afternoon, had lunch with Darling, Dennis and Zhian, after that accompany him to Yishun to cut his hair, and he kept psycho-ing me to cut, luckily I didn't, or else I will regret losing my long hair, haha. Well, shopped around at Causeway, and I embarked on solo shopping trip at Jp. I'm loving it! Oh ya, recieved Physics paper 1&2 (they can be thrown away), and all General Papers (still going on, but needs even more improvement).
Cute little Blue-skinned Santa (:

Reminds me of Rongxuan :D
p.s I don't play malper :/

5th July 2008
More and more people are joining my 'Independent club' recently. That's life, I guess. It's always full of challenges and changes. I gonna walk them through all these. My lovely friends, they are. Oh well, just recieved the "Parents-Teacher Meeting Session" letter which was sent to my house -.- Mum's not going because she don't wanna quarrel with me again, lol. Studying, to keep the momentum up, because 'rolling stones gather no moss'! :D

Numerology Life Path: 9 (Nine)
The keys to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude. This is the lesson that must be learned in this life. Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and hounorable, and one unlikely to harbour any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion.
The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities. The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. Often, the number 9 life path requires a very selfless attitude and the giving up of material possessions for the common good. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies. The desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong. You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.
The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms. Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the 9 Life Path. The 9 is usually well suited to the helping and healing professions; the number is less inclined to the competitive business environment.
You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others. Your interest in people tends to make you quite social. People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broadminded. In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions. Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting, but materially very difficult. On the other hand, if you choose a down-to-earth, materially conscious individual, problems will arise quickly.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

Happy Birthday (:

2008-07-02T22:08:00.001+08:00

Congrats Khaihung for being awarded Silver and heard he demanded a celebration from us, haha. End of Prelim 1! Had breakfast with 26C then headed to Orchard to trim my eyebrows, haha. Shopped around, wanted to get new clothes, but Summer fashion is not my type. Save more money to prepare for Winter fashion ba :D Yeah, of course I went shopping with Jolene. After that met up with Darling and the guys after their movie and we went home. I don't know, but this year seems so wrong. Somethings: I knew there was something amiss with friend today, but I shan't probe further, hope friend is feeling better. I'm so bad at starting all these. Tomorrow school will start officially, I really wanna get serious with work.

隐瞒真相就是为了等待更成熟的自己。

Intended Post

2008-06-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TROY! My Good-looking brother for alittle more than 6 years till now (: really hope to meet up soon, its been 892039739 months since we last met :D
Well, I am currently having Prelim 1, ending soon, because tomorrow will be the second last paper! I just got my long awaited PINK i/c :D Then I wouldn't have problems during examinations. I had been disappearing from cyberspace, because I don't have the courage to appear, I don't want anything to affect my mood, at least now, because I was badly affected already. So for the past week, life was papers after papers with the company of 'Muttons to the Midnight'! :D Except for yesterday's Lord of The Rings screened on Channel5, love that so much (: And, my fingernails had been breaking one by one, guess they're too long, lol. Saw advertismenets on TV: I seriously think that the advertisement about 'talk-sharing' is crap and the Beer advertisement is totally BWG. Something needs to be done to increase the creativity of those advertisements. I so wanna go for the F.I.R concert, why must it be this year :/ Only me and Sister in the house since Friday because parents' offshore.
I had been wondering where my life is heading to, I seem to be speeding forward further and further from the shore but aimlessly, and finally! I think I've got a clear aim now, I want to get into beauty, cosmetic therapy course in University, but I'm not sure which university has that except in Taiwan, Japan or probably Korea, Paris (am I still considered drifting? lol.)
I'm obsessed with my eyes

Quiz

2008-06-21T22:42:00.001+08:00

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Say Byebye.

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Everyone living happily, without illness (:

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
With the person who will love, care and accompany me till the last minute of our lifes. Blessings from all our love ones and friends.

#4 Are you hungry?
No.

#5 What’s your ideal lover like?
A guy of course, lol. Filial, truthful, surprising, career minded at right times and having common topics.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
If both are active.

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I don't know, it's affinity.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I don't easily like someone.

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes, I am foolish.

#10 Is being attached fun?
It really takes patience and trust.

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Not married yet, having a good career, attached to my ideal lover, sending parents to tour around the world for 3 months (:

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, Good friends :D

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Shuna: My pretty twin, heh. A good friend, who loves to pangseh people. HAHAHA

#14 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single and Rich. Nono, unmarried and rich but loved (:

#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Look at the seaview plus Pasir Panjang Port.

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
If I am serious, I give in 90%, if I'm not 5%.

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one who has more common topics with me and can love me for who I am.

#19 What are your friends usually like?
Dirty-minded, fun :D

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
None, unless they betrayed me.

The eight people that I have drag down together to do the quiz are:
Self Volunteer xD

Holiday's Ending

2008-06-21T20:46:00.002+08:00

(feeling foolish)

Jian Boss and me, attributes to Jolene for 偷拍-ing

Friendship counts: Had lunch with Khaihung, Jolene & Jackie. Nono, should be they accompanied me, because I skipped breakfast. So nice of them :D Oh! saw Jolinne and Mengkui @ Clementi. Haven't seen them for about 2 years, lol. School's gonna reopen and I will be busy till mid-Novmeber, I guess. Haven't been practising Salsa for a few months, I wanna start it again after A's, I want to learn Rollerblading, learn to cook Rib-eyed Steak, bake Oreo Cheesecake... Too many on the list and now its serious time for study, so that I can pursue my interests fully :D Let's work for it together 0726C x)

I felt the pain sharply, it's time to go Jacelynn, stop being foolish.

Sudden Wisdom

2008-06-19T01:07:00.002+08:00

Affinity is just weird, you're born to a home and that started your first union with your family. As time passes, they will leave you one by one, because affinity is active. Treasure your family before its too late because no matter what blood ties are the strongest. Yea, my friend's Dad just passed away, hope he's feeling better now. Our class went to the wake on Monday, and I just don't know what to say, words of encouragement? Comforts? I'm sure that's not what he needed most. Guess I don't need to elaborate further, people who had lost thier loved ones would had experienced that melancholy.
After that, I went to Amk with Seokching to meet up with Dennis. After roaming around supermarkets, we had Frog Legs for dinner at S11! My long awaited Frog Legs with them! Thanks to Dennis for the treat :D haha. Same thing happened to the both of them, I mean always, just hope that one day things will work out more smoothly.
I was watching a Drama series. I've got a pointer or two to share with everyone.

Men asks questions, questions which was already a fact.
Women ask questions, questions which are just merely assumptions. Whereby the assumptions were made due to their own sensitivity.
A Woman is willing to share all she have with the Man she love, she thinks that it is romantic.
A Man is not willing to accept what the Woman, he loves, had shared with him, because he thinks that his freedom will be forgone.
Women think that Men are complicated.
Men think that Women are complex.

Hence, there is no need for them to communicate verbally beacause they speak in different love languages. Maybe the only way is to communicate through their hearts. So people who are attached remember this: When you find it hard to communicate verbally, use your heart, it won't be wrong (:

Third Week of June Holidays

2008-06-15T23:32:00.002+08:00

Ups and downs I would say. Mum and Dad on leave for 2 days and I had homecooked dinner (: But it's just wrong for them to take leaves, that means there's a major crisis awaiting for my family ): Plus our class went for COP at elders' home on Wednesday and we played Mahjong, kept them accompany. Friday woke up at 6.30am to prepare breakfast for my family, heh :D Yesterday, Hangyang came my house and we studied till evening he's my tutor Mr Chan, haha, afterwhich Jolene came my house to study also -.- I haven't seen her for more than a week. Midnight, webcam-ed with Khaihung.

Good friends' accompany is always the best :D

Today is Father's Day, bad news, hais shocked, my condolences. No mood to blog already.

We and the White House

2008-06-09T11:18:00.001+08:00

Went to Je's Mac's to study with Hangyang in the afternoon. After that meet Darling Sc, Dennis and Zhian and went to his house. Didn't see them for 5 days miss them so much, haha. Celebrated Jeanie's Birthday (Hang's cute little cousion) :D Then played Mahjong, while his Mum prepared green bean soup for us and Barcardi from his brother (: His house is really lively with so many cousions, but not condusive for studying, haha.
Me and Darling

After Mahjong we squeezed into hang's room, started studying. And his room has got alot of FAKE LIZARDS, even in the tiolet! ):

The Lizard Couple :D

Zhian exercising at 4am, lol

Why don't have Hangyang's picture?! Because he is sleeping like a log already,lol. Left his house at 8am and he still yawned like nobody's business -.- We went to have Big Breakfast and I just reached home, I'm too tired that I can't sleep. So here I blog (:
This is Me and My Son

I like this watch! But no opportunity to use, so no point buying.

I haven't been shopping for a very long time, buy dresses no opportunity to wear, unless wear them at home? hahaha~ I'm mad, haven't been sleeping for a day, and my mind is in knots.

A Slightly Unusual Saturday

2008-06-01T22:49:00.004+08:00

"你好不好?" 當你開口對我這麼說我就懂了你做的選擇
愛若讓你變得不快樂我寧願還給你自由
-张惠妹

So I went to Change Concert, get together with GETHIGHs! Finally met Khim, Haidong, Grace and Dancers after almost a year :D
I used this to support them!

Expected more from the concert but the guys' vocals were really great! Their dance was superb too (: Was supposed to go for supper, in the end Tania and Liting had to go back to help out with Cheeyang. So I went off with Khim, Sijia, Marc, Guanchiang and Brian, reached home past midnight.
On the Road

Change, ending song!

Well done Change! Though I don't know them well, I can see from the performance that they had put in alot of effort, and it's only right for seniors to encourage juniors (: Also heard that this concert made SIX SCANDALS and 3 COUPLES, haha.
One of the couples in a Duet, so sweet!

Unlike us so innocent, haha. Realised I really lost touched with Chinese pop, many nice and meaningful songs which I missed out but I picked them back already :D
The goody bag!

The best thing in the goody bag :D

Cousions are here to visit till Thursday, that means fun is on the way!
Just bought PSP,

Khiahung so clever, he could guess the colour, (like so obvious) haha.
Lastly! This cute picture drawn by Brandon! I love it so so so much, because it's so adorable!

P.s : NgeeAnn Peeps Goodluck for Exams! :D

First Week of Holidays

2008-05-30T21:09:00.001+08:00

(Jacelynn, please bang the wall and die)

Monday's GP paper was a beautiful disaster, hopefully 'Language' component can help me a little. All these while, I've been competing in the Math Marathon :D Math lectures without Mdm Chan is simply mundane, I see no point in attending them.
Chonghuan came my house on Wednesday to study, evetually, he was cam-whoring with my Sister, lol. I got the urge of getting myself a Fossil watch, after I saw his.

Then we met up with Jolene and Jackie for dinner.
And Thursday! I got birdshit on my hand as I was walking, argh! Well, that means rotten luck is at its final phase, heh :D Me, Seokching, Hangyang, Zhian and Guodong went to Republic's Library to study and I shall go there often, the ambience is just right. All of us Math Marathoning for 5 hours plus group discussion for Economics. Had dinner there before heading home.
I want Mint Oreo Cheesecake !

Should demand one from that person who told me, "It was very delicious" ;D
Friday, woke up early to continue the Math Marathon and I've completed the whole of Statistics Revision Package! Except a few questions here and there, haha. All thanks to Jolene and Jackie who came and we mugged together. A day I felt so loved by Math (:

By the way, I'm now so in love with the Beijing Olympics Theme Song: 北京欢迎你! I like their Music Video especially. Now the rhythm is all in my Train of Thoughts :D
I wanted to blog about the Sichuan Province Earthquake for a very long time, ya. Though they had stopped their rescue action, which I thought they should not, considering the scantity of life and there might be miracles even after 5 days. Just felt that we should treasure what we have presently and not take them for granted. I hope that they will get over this catastrophe, move on and rebulid their homeland.
First Prayer in China

Gonna go for The Change Concert @ Botanical Gardens tomorrow, its the second batch after GETHIGH! So I'll blog again soon, meanwhile, it's bookworm time!

The Start of June Holidays

2008-05-23T22:56:00.006+08:00

Well, last day of the term, I am feeling dispirited because Mdm Chan, our Mathematics teacher will be leaving us for further studies, we missed a good teacher just like this. But, I'm happy for her as well :D
Yesterday David Cook,

was crowned American Idol! Hopefully they will groom him differently from Nickleback and other rockers, although he's got that sort of voice, I'm pretty sure he will stand out if he sings songs of other genre :D
Just bought some things from The Face Shop and I got some samples of their body cleanser and lotion, it says: Gently massage over ENTIRE body... If you got it, good enough, if you don't, it's fine, haha. It was just a joke from me and Chenjun :D
Anyway, I am determined to stay focused on studies, or else what is the meaning of life for me now? Will be having Prelim 1 General Paper on Monday, not much time left to consolidate all the informations and to express & manipulate them well in words to suit the question. So much things to be done within 2 days, I guess that's life for a typical student.
BAH~ Edwin told me about the Adiddas Sales at EXPO, I am so tempted to go, but I'm just not fated to go, lol. Oh well, gonna study with JIANS™ during June holidays. Yippie! I Miss Them so so so Much!
Was chatting with Jiabao, miss her too (: For her: Girl, don't worry too much ok? I am sure it will turn out well, don't miss the boat because it may not reach your shores again. Even if there's anything on, I will be here. So just pluck up courage and follow your heart :D
Lastly, there's an event up Vintage Escapade @ DXO on 20th Jun, 20 00hrs (18 years and above). The price of each ticket is $15. Email your contacts if you're interested HERE :D
Location of DXO

First time replying to tags :D
Jolene: Ok, Yes people, I met her home on
Wednesday (: lol.
Rey: Later people like 'Feifei' see how? Haha sure drool
until~ later she stalk you home!
FX: It's alright, you looked good in that
picture, so candid! :D
Chong: Oh my god, why so buaybah?! Haha, We're gonna
meet up soon! xD
Jiabao: Yeah!! That's what friends are for! x)

PSA Corporation Limited

2008-05-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

As I was saying, here's the PSA post! We got to know about the operations within the ports, not in much details though. Discarding the downs of this trip, the scenery at the 40th floor is simply Magnificent!

Photos
Group :D

Seaview from the 40th Storey!

Amos and Zhian!

Donald and Amos!

They say I am the Empress Dowager, because I'm old :/

Toilet

I got to discover that the port right infront of my house is the biggest terminal in Singapore No wonder it’s so noisy even in the dead night. The largest cargo ship anchors here, the highest stack of 9 containers are being staked here, as well as the tallest operating machine shifting across the whole of Pasir Panjang Port.
A part of PS Port

There are 5500 employees under PSA currently and it is handling 58.9 Million TEUs (containers) last year! Impressive results :D The World Class Port! World's Largest Transhipment Hub!
For more information: PSA Corporation Limited

The weather is bad, so is my mind.
Chenjun taking photo while we’re having lessons

2008-05-20T22:39:00.001+08:00

For the whole of last week, I had fastfood every dinner *shrugs*:
Monday KFC with Weixiang
Tuesday Mum bought Mac's home for me
Wednesday Mos burger with Mum
Thursday KFC (again) with Sister
Friday LJS with Jolene -.-
And I got my eyebrow trimmed! :D Was in Malaysia, over the long weekends, and I had mass attack from Mosquito while I was sleeping, KARMA, lol. My house, or rather, the whole of 18th storey in the tower suffered from electric trippings for 5 times this evening, hindering me from researching for Pompey! Anyway, was at Coffeebean just now and that was what I had for the entire day:
The perfect Cafe Latte plus a Chicago Chesscake

with Jolene :D As usual she made me wait for her -.-
Anyway, here are 2 photos of our Dear Jian™, he wanted comments on the singlets, not his body-build though, haha. ( I know its perfect la, ladies please don't drool :D)
Chng Khaihung!

Going to PSA tomorrow, let's see what I can blog in the next post, if I could take pictures there. Though I'm feeling rather troubled now, I am anticipating tomorrow's trip (:

My final statement: I'm too tired to look at any Economics Tutorial Question.

2008-05-15T22:45:00.000+08:00

Define Meaningful

在对的时间，遇见对的人，是一生幸福。
在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一场心伤。
在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一段荒唐。
在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一阵叹息。
♥
其实有些事情，真的是没得到的时候，最珍贵美丽。
你是否分得清楚，你爱的是那《得不到》的感觉还是《那个人》?
聪明的人喜欢猜心，虽然每次都猜对了，却失去了自己的心。
傻气的人喜欢给心，虽然每次都被笑了，却得到了别人的心。
"from Shuna"

2008-05-11T20:29:00.001+08:00

No more NAPFA for me!

Recently not feeling really well, BUT I am very very very very happy that there is no more NAPFA for me! Finally I got to run my first 2.4km after my one week MC since more than a month ago :D Basically, I reached home at 8pm everyday, am really busy with evening lectures and tests. Went for lunch at Swensons on Friday with Darling SC and Dennis (: Then people like this person below,
Jolene Kek Pohyee

made me wait for her for THREE HOURS, hence I hadn't got my eyebrows trimmed -.- I only got to buy flowers for my Mums, biological mum and babysitter* By the way!
Congrats to Khaihung for being the official coxswain of NP Dragonboat!

Mother's Day Special

Went to Raffles Town Club for lunch to celebrate Mother's day with our Sexay Mama :D

Photos
Mum's touched all over since Friday when she received the first flower which I initaited to buy, haha. She placed it in a beautiful vase (below).

These SMSes sent to me by Chonghuan,
Ch: Mummy, happy mothers day xD

Me: Thanks arh. No flower arh? Haha.

Ch: The devastating effect of greenhouse has caused FLOWERS to go into protection region, hence I will 一亲代花.

-.- He could come up with such excuses, my cute son indeed, lol.
Then the 'J couple' (Jolene & Jackie) came my house to do project.
2 kids :D

2008-05-07T20:48:00.003+08:00

Fix it

My heart is Damaged once again.

Song by- Dainty Kane
Nevertheless, life still NEEDS to go on.

2008-05-04T20:54:00.001+08:00

Usual Weekends

Photos of Sister and me

Blowing the Letter away

Sister said this is for future use in Obituary, I looked like I was in Heaven :D

After going for a run in the super air-conditioned gym just now, my throat is starting a riot, guess I gonna befriend Fisherman tomorrow, like again?! -.-

Currently reading Literature glossary, test tomorrow? hmmm.

2008-05-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

Labour Day!

On a warm and humid Public Holiday, what did you people do? haha. I cooped myself in the aircon room with Mathematics :D Plus, dinner with Cousion at Sakura (:
Black is the icon

Me and Sister

I don't like to smile, when I don't want to.

Our Short Mum, lol

Thanks to Dad for those full length pictures :D
I love disturbing my sister

They are on their way to Happiness without leaving me at the same time :D

My Retarded-looking Short hair, but I like it alot!

2008-05-01T00:21:00.007+08:00

Searching

The major thing on Monday: My handphone "dettached" from me for an hour. I lost it. Well, I happen to be very lucky to retrieve it. Attributes to Mingjie, Darling SC, Liangkai and Yuelong :D Oh, before I forget, now that Hangyang's recovered, came Koonlong another Lamer, lol. Wish Zhian and Koonlong fast recovery then (:

Tuesday was fine, until... PE lessons, I had to continue my NAPFA test, as I did not take my timing for 2.4km run within the time of validity of the 5 stations, therefore I need to take the re-test -.- Not that I fail ok?! Haha. After that went to meet Jolene and Jackie, she is unhappy over her group member. Hope she was cheered up a little.

3oth April 2008
Today we had Sports Evening, it was supposed to end at 7pm but was delayed to 9pm. Before that, I was not feeling right, due to the same old stupid reason, thanks Kaixiang for the 'rituals', lol. Our whole class had to help out for the whole event from attendance taking, stewards, neutral judges to prize giving. Well, Rasalas did not do well as expected, nevertheless, there are still other events, we WILL CATCH UP! :D

My Lollipop!

Our Glory :D

Is our "Darling's"!

Bathetic Liangkai

Anyway, I was rather disturbed by the ST article about the man who locked his daughter for 24 years. I have too many questions to be posted to the journalist. More importantly, I think that there is a fundamental requirement for a journalist: the publishing ettique. How could those irresponsible journalist put up the photos of the children?!
All successful newspapers are ceaselessly querulous and bellicose. They never defend anyone or anything if they can help it; if the job is forced on them, they tackle it by denouncing someone or something else.
-H. L. Mencken

I miss Jians™, Idiot Gorgor and Sir Yishen!

2008-04-25T23:21:00.003+08:00

I've been actively engaging in schoolwork for the past few days, and after thinking about everything that had happened, I seriously think that the probelm lies with our class. It is not possible that every teacher we have are problematic, I'm reflecting over all those because everyday we have teachers displeased with our class- from a few teachers who still find us tolerative to ~~NONE~~. So, where does the problem lies?
Left classes early for Humanities Symposium at Victoria JC on Wednesday. Quite insightful, except their LT's aircon broke down and it became quite stuffy.
Humanities Symposium 2008

The unpleasant encounter of the week: there are classmates who are selfish and only cares for themselves. I've never encounter and aquainted with such people before, it just implies that I still have a long way to go in life, to discover more of such people. Anyway, we have 2 "Lame ones" in class, Hangyang and Zhian hope that they get well soon :D Mum gave me a colour printing of the Circle Line and I am anticipating for the 5 years constrution to be completed for integrated accessibility in Singapore!
The Map

Today, was the most unbearable day, I woke up at 5.30am to go for the Economics test which I skipped on Wednesday and reached school at 7am. After writing the essay test, I had to write more during the Physics Practical -.- Whole chunk of continuous lessons I worked with only my right hand, lol, plus Bowling training at night. Seokching was a little wierd just now, hope she's fine, it just pains me to see her in the state of melancholy. Anyway, before Bowling, met up with Jolene and we headed to my house for camping sessions :D
Jolene

Just reached home and I am so proud of my beloved Sister, she's the Assistant Drum Major of the Band committee! Congrats to her of course, and I believe she will be an outstanding leader, because she has our family genes -.- Ok, ignore that, haha. That's my weekdays it was a row of happy 5 days for me, accept little tantrums here and there.
Sister and Me

2008-04-19T22:34:00.003+08:00

16th April 2008
I realised I'm really perplexed. Something which bugged me since 12 months ago. Or rather, it should be I was really bothered by it nowadays. Since I've been living in denial for such a long time, why am I getting so bothered now? I thought it was no big deal but deep in me, it just matters. I asked myself again "Is it important?", my answer is "I don't know". Why did I feel the impact only now? Simply because of a word:
T-R-U-S-T
Was I any better? I know myself well; "I am worse."
Maybe that is what people call, Sympathise. Since I am worse, what rights do I have to vexed? Anyway, whenever I close my eyes, I see questions of Normal Distribution, it's just horrifying. Plus, I've been coughing since the fever subsided, dry cough though, the itch in my throat, which restricted me from being excited and having a good laugh. I want my throat to be well again~
I just wanna SING and LOSE CONTROL!
I love Banana Pizza!

17th April 2008
A new Thursday and my sorethroat is not any better. Intersting encounter in school:
a RAT running around LT1, lol! And somethings just continue to bother me, I have a feeling it's going to continue forever, perpetually. Forget about unhappy things now, I have Seokching and Chenjun forbidding me having spicy food, because I bore a Sexay Voice -.- Good thing though, or else I may continue having them, because they are tempting me! :D Haha, and thanks alot people, for all the concerns :D Oh ya, regarding PW, I sincerely thank Miss Tan Li Wee! I really congratulate J1 classes which are under her for PW, she's really great :D One more thing: I altered my name officially since last December, as in the NRIC name to "JACELYNN PANG JIAHUI", so stop asking me about my name -.-

18th April 2008
I have not been running for a week! My legs are getting restless, hope I can run this Sunday :D I am now at home with Kek Pohyee waiting for the hour hand to slowly accelerate to 6pm, doing Normal Distribution Tutorials, I think I really am crazy over distributions, haha. Later is Parent- Teacher Meeting Session, and I hate it. *Cough-ing A~W~A~Y~*
Something happened near midnight:
Funny, funny and funny xD

2008-04-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

Life's unpredictable, I was all fine on Friday morning and I got the sudden fever in the afternoon. I still persisted on going for Bowling. By 10pm, fever rose to 38.3, Doctor gave me a shock, he suspected that I might have contracted Dengue Fever -.- But I don't think so currently, because my fever had subsided since I first taken the pills. Thank god. Unfortunately, I've got the side effects of the pills, I couldn't write and think properly and my vision is spinning. I've got a one-week MC to be excused for PE but I don't want that! I want to get over and done with the 2.4km run asap. The sorethroat's killing me Arghh~

J.Jaceliet

2008-04-10T22:13:00.000+08:00

Had been busy for the past few days, with work pilling up as high as Mt. Fuji and time spent in that Holistic building for normal lessons, evening lectures and consultations. Besides all these boring stuffs of course, classmates were fun to be with :D

By the way, I think it was the day before yesterday, I met Caucasians, a mother with her son at the lobby when it was pouring heavily. They closed their umbrellas and her son was shagging the droplets of nature off his umbrella. The surprising thing was that she reprimanded him for that and insisted that he shag it outside the lobby because she thought the puddle of water there was an inconsiderate act. True enough, old people might fall and slip. I was impressed by the culture Caucasians bore with them, seriously speaking one rarely see Singaporean mothers telling thier kid not to do that, because they themsleves are inconsiderate. To be crude: they don't give a slightest damn about it.

Anyway that's something that caught my attention for the past few days. Since I've been studying, I haven't got the time to shop for my new running shoes and bag. Plus I want to get the crystals at Swarovski, my high heels altered and the dress at Warehouse. My greatest enemy: Time. And gheess, I miss the Oreo and Blueberry Cheesecake with a cup of Cafe Latte ): Quality life is over for now. And I'm spending most of my time chewing theories into bits for digestion. Well, Mugging is a trend now :D

Tell me which handwriting looks better and neater? Haha

I am happy for you.

Gosh, Edwin just broke a news to me (my jaws dropping off)

Tomorrow is the release of PW results!

2008-04-03T22:28:00.001+08:00

I just felt like blogging because of the empty feeling which had been bottled in my soul. I want to note every inch of pain I felt these few weeks, physically, mentally and spiritually. Physically due to my right knee, just irritating me throughout. Mentally because I was tortured by my current life. Spiritually still living in the... It is just very hard to force myself to move on and I've been 'moving' like a snail. I want and need to study, not wanting to waste the $440.00 spent on A-lvl papers. Yesterday after school was off for movie with Pohyee Khaihung and Weixiang, we watch Step up 2! Their dancing was superb :D Of which Pohyee watch it twice and Khaihung THRICE! So happy that they agreed to watch with me since me and Weixiang had not watched it, haha. It's study and study and study and nothing else :D I had 2 good laugh this week till now. One was on April's Fool, when some Fools got fooled lol and today before the evening lecture when the guys of our class played Chapteh, haha. That brighten up my day :D

Me and Weixiang

Don't be mistaken, we are siblings for 6 years :D

Step Up 2! The leading male actor is so charming~ lol.

(If only you still understand me)

2008-04-01T20:41:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Sister! :D

and April's Fools of course, haha.

Other than those wishings, I gonna make a post.

Since that's the case, YOU should stop visiting OUR BLOGS. If he wasn't understanding, he wouldn't have cared about your feelings. When we went out with him as a whole group, we weren't allowed to take photos and post it in our blogs, and for this, you should know the reason. Besides not being able to post the photos, the most ridiculous thing is we weren't able to show his name here, instead we need to use other substitutes. Why did we go to the extent of doing these? Simply because YOU are constantly stalking our blog, to find some evidence of his whereabouts. In additon, don't say that we are "K-PO" to go to your blog, because you came to our blog to stalk people!

I hereby make a disclaimer, though there are many people deploying this practice of tracking their boyfriends or whatsoever, please don't 'close' the screen and nag or interrogate your "the other half". There is no need for "you all" to be jealous because ME and MY FRIENDS HAVE NO INTEREST IN YOUR BOYFRIENDS whatsoever, being good friends and going out is just what a normal friendship is like and I don't think attachees must be exempted from enjoying friendship.

Back to the main topic, how can someone not go to any places where he/she had gone with his/her ex? If that's the case, after having ONE breakup only, the poor person have to be cooped in his house forever until you find yourself a new boyfriend? So that is what you call fair? So what if you still have feelings for him on that day when you both broke up? You ditched him twice and used sentences that hurt his pride for TWICE, he didn't even complain or say anything bad about you. Are you trying to say that when you initiated the break up twice, you're sure that he don't have any feelings for you? So you can 人身攻击？

Please don't contradict yourself, initially you was gald that both of you ended the relationship, as though you were anticipating and waiting for it to happen. Now, you get angry because he went out with the other girls after both of you broke up? The reason why he couldn't trust you, was because you hid secrets behind him, when he was already that open-minded as a boyfriend. By the way what is the problem of having a Single Party? Isn't he Single at that point of time, of course he will enjoy 'Single party', or would you rather see him go for matchmaking sessions? After all, you believe that you will get a better catch than him right? So what's there to be so possessive and haunt him at this moment? You say he treated you like shit, I say you treated him worse than shit. You know what you did, and there is no point for me to disclose the details here. And the bottomline is there is no such thing as Fairness in the world.

Ok, don't think that I am siding him becasue he is my friend, in the perspective of a girl, I understand that feeling. However, have you considered what really made up his mind and what caused the breakdown in the relationship?

You kept saying that it was all his fault, have you considered yourself?

I can't infer directly and accurately that you're materialistic, but hurtful sentences which you said to him and slapped across his face so hard, is something which has got to do with money, and him being less well-off. You not being born with a silver spoon should not be so calculative over all these things right? Aren't both of you students? Then why was it important to be in a restaurant for dinner, moreover, Singapore has few destinations for shopping, of course he brought you to those*, then what were you expecting? He will bring you to Hong Kong or Japan for one day shopping trip arh? He's been taking up so many part time jobs besides studying, what's more to find in a boyfriend like him?

Besides there is no right or wrong for Love and Love is not any comparison.

2008-03-30T21:31:00.003+08:00

(This post had been extended)

Weekdays

My recent weekdays was on schooling and studying all day long and I'm perservering. However, the main bulk of the week was today's Cross Country a.k.a Road Run 2008 Innova! All of the 17 of us who were present for the road run reached before the time limit! Which means 17 points contributed to Rasala by 0726C! In addition, our class' 4 competitive runners did a great job too! Overall it was not bad at all. The thing I hate about mass run was having runners not running, ironical isn't it? Oh no, it should be not running plus causing human jam. Then all the way I used up most of my energy on "Excuse me, keep to your left please. Thankyou", "Excuse me, keep to your ..." on and on until at the last 200m of the run. And my stamina wasn't that good, especially after the lunch at Botak Jones, which was unpleasant and still digesting in my gastric while I was running. There went my knee injury, acting up again and now its hurting me perpetually. Was in the school gym with Chenjun after Road Run and went for Bowling. It was a disappointing training and I don't think I want to post it here. Somethings should be left unsaid, especially to typical girls.

A scene after the Road Run with the Flag of Rasalas!

Seokching outside Botak Jones in her small Mercedes :D
Well, too many things had happened this week and I was just too overwhelmed by them. Nevertheless, I am going to handle them with grace, haha. By the way, today I was supposed to go for Fuhua Cultural Night, but was unable to make it. Next year perhaps...
At the moment, I feel like I'm being stepped over, totally worn out. I was supposed to set a time for movie with Troy and Weixiang but I simply don't have the time ): Hopefully next week I can squeeze a couple of hours for movies :D

I am just back in Singapore! Anyway my phone's been 'sleeping' for the past 2 days, thus all the late replies. For 2 consecutive days, woke up at 6am in the morning to 扫墓. Maternal Grandma's grave was just beautiful, and good thing was I dreamt of her recently :D Miss Grandma very much. Before I was off to bed on Friday, Weixiang gentlemanly cursed me, lol.

Must be thinking nice of him right? After that he cursed me >.<

I should have heeded their advice to stop running and walking too much, going for X-ray soon. Dad disallocated his wrist, so I will be busy for the next 2 weeks, helping him cover the duties of his left hand, lol. Lastly the pictures of the dinner with Get Highs during the March Holidays :D

Me and Sean being more 'normal' at both ends of the picture, lol

Now that the mosquitoes had followed me back here, they caused me scratching like monkeys! Argh, and I've counted more than 10 mosquito bites on myself.

I've decided to keep my fringe long once more!

2008-03-23T03:00:00.001+08:00

Today is a Super Happy Day! Jianhuos™ Single Day! Well, pictures speak a thousand words, but firstly! I shall summarise, firstly I went to Chinatown to accompany some Mr Troublesome to get his things, but in the end he still treat me la! So nevermind :D After that meet the rest at Marina Square for Pooling session and NEW YORK for dinner. People, for more pictures go Chonghuan's, Pohyee's and Shuna's blog!

Chinatown

At Super Cue

In Skin Food

In New York

After Dinner

Though many photos in between, I am too lazy to post up.
So for now I shall end here.
We are all in this together :D

2008-03-21T01:53:00.005+08:00

Exams Over

Did my own curls, pictures below (:

My coversation with Weixiang! The long legged 1.87m idiot :D

I also have long legs ma >.<

Anyway today went to meet Shuna, Yishen and Pohyee at JP. We wanted to watch 'Step Up 2' initially, in the end we didn't. Went to Ichiban for dinner and coffee at McCafe. Talked all night long :D While we talked, I kept feeling the vibration of my handphone, but there wasn't any message alert. After that I realised, my Inbox was too full -.- And I got flooded with SMSes after deleting previous ones. Sorry, if I didn't reply, because nowadays I have a problem with my phone, lol. For other photos during dinner, go to Shuna's blog (:

After that, was on phone with Khaihung for 3 hours plus. Just hope he feels better, plan for a better future and concentrate on his studies. He even declared a CELEBRATION for JIANHUOS because on this day, for the first time since our bonded friendship, all the 6 of us are Single! So I'm going out with them on Saturday! :D I have another urge, I want to go Crabbing and Prawning, the best is Haepoh-ing!

2008-03-17T15:11:00.000+08:00

Exam Week

My dear GC, gave me the warning just one night before the paper ((:

Just reached home from Mathematics Paper, it was heavenly bad, lol. Preparing for Economics! Well, update on what I've done during March holidays. Besides a tiny little bit of mugging, I got myself out of the house. To too many places till I couldn't recall, lol.

At Marina Square

At Market Place Vivocity

Had I been entangled in this too much? I just want to get out of A-levels as ASAP! I'm counting down.. another 7 months to go (: Right now, I can't wait for Block Test to end, because I wanna meet my Fellows soon!

2008-03-09T23:56:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Darling Seokching :D

Didn't celebrate for her, cos she has no time for me! :p

Still, hope she had fun!

Ok, I gonna update on what I've been up to recently.

On last wednesday, went gymming with Pohyee and Khaihung.
This was our very first time going gymming together

And I realised I've been running 2.4km each day for the past 6 days including today. Amazed! When was I that "hardworking", lol. Anyway, last Friday which was 2 days ago, A-level Chinese results was released. I'm not going to comment, in case people say I HL again, lol -.- Whatever I do, for instance, eat, bath and run are forms of HL. HAHA
I haven't been cam-whoring for long, lol

A Daddy and Mummy day, I felt like a kid. (Don't remind me, I know I look old, lol) Went to IT fair to find an external hard-drive cum router cum wireless printer, yeah, and we found it :D Then went to visit Khaihung(also at IT fair), working for Axioo, an unknown brand -.- It was just a scary experience there. Only he understood what I meant, lol.

I recommend this!

At Mellinia Walk! (the other fanchises might not taste as good)

My Last words for this post:

I love running 2.4km :D

2008-03-07T23:48:00.007+08:00

You Are a Classic Beauty!

You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade
Instead following trends, you stick to what works
And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine
Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys.

What Jacelynn Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

I was just feeling bored ( so I did those) while waiting for myself to come to my own senses.

2008-03-03T20:53:00.004+08:00

You See How true daily horoscopes can be

Well, I just got home from a series of torturous and strechy lessons. And now, I am here to blog, because the feeling is unbearable. I just got to see the follow:

Monday, March 3rd, 2008 -- You are challenged today because there doesn't seem to be an easy way to avoid conflict. It's not that you are looking for trouble; you're not. You prefer to settle the issue, but your actions could be more provocative than soothing. Think twice before you do something you might later regret. If you must express yourself, do it kindly and without blaming anyone else for your feelings.

100% accuracy- I reached Clementi, packed my food, while Dad and Mum came to fetch me home. It sounds wonderful right? However, wonderful things always carry a synthetic front. To me wonderful things are disguises of Misfortunes and most of the time it proved me right.

Continuing from it, Mum said that Sis got 27/30 for her Common test Chemistry paper (of course, it's a WOW!) and I just randomly remarked "叫她去撞墙!" I mean you readers know what I meant right? As in there is no threat or whatsoever in that phrase, it was just my exclamation for astonishment!

Then Dad started his displeased tone, warning me not to say this kind of thing. In another words, he was treating what I commented as a negative and extreme comment, to him it sounded harmful. After that, he started laughing. Ok, he said he was just joking.

Fine then, but I'm worn out and hungry. So I told him, I don't want to talk, or else we might end up quarreling. (Quarelling is just bad for health). In the end, he insisted that I was angry when I said I wanted to talk no more. What on Earth is this?! When I defended myself that I wasn't infuriated, he became more pissed off.

You see, this is the whole thing about being illogical, isn't it? -.-

So the problem is: I wasn't angry and he INSISTED that I was and at the end of the day, he was pissed off by his very own obstination about me being angry. And he even said that, I was disrespectful. So when I was trying to store the whole conversation cool at the beginning by saying that I do not want to pick up a quarrel is an act of being disrespectful? It means that I should have continued the argument just now to show that i have the utmost respect for him?

This was not the first time we're facing communication problems. It's just the generation gap there (when there shouldn't be any). I thought I had poured enough tears regarding this issue, I was wrong, I guess I still have a whole of my life to go through this. I got so unbearable that I could'nt finish my dinner, when I was famished. A heart shatters most when being accused by any loved ones (including bf/gf). It was just a day FULL of CALAMITY!

I need some comforting souls ):

2008-03-01T00:21:00.001+08:00

The day only in a Leap Year

Long and strenuous day, but I'm still here to blog (since I'm watching TV :DD).
I became really paranoid today, maybe most people in Singapore were,
because of the ''break-away" terrorist planner.
In the first place, since he was that formiable and have overly ambitious plan,
then why was he placed in that ineffectual detention centre?
Another doubt of mine: Did he really escaped at 4.05?
Or was it the time they discovered the prisonbreak?
Anyway, went to watch L Change the World,
with my beloved clique, before reporting for Bowling (: Nice show!
The scene whereby Maki saw her father died in that execrable way,
created this extensive impact in me. I just can't imagine that happening to me.
After movies, Pohyee was off for work and we proceeded for late lunch at KFC,
Khaihung, Ziming, Chonghuan and me ate a total of 4 pieces of chicken, haha.
Was too full with Popcorns and tidbits jumping in the gastric, lol.
I know I was really mean for laughing at Ziming's exclusive hairstyle,
the whole afternoon. HAHA, but I just couldn't contain my laughter.
Sorry AIAIAI, i know you're immuned to it :DD
The gays (Chonghuan and Ziming) holding hands in public,
and our usual talk about secondary school life (scandals :DD) Was just utterly hilarious!

My retribution, I saw it coming.

2008-02-27T20:59:00.003+08:00

26th Febuary 2008

After school Seokching, Dennis, Chenjun and me went to Popular to get our

essentials for writing and we got a FREE doughnut from the supplier of Yummy!

Today, I completed more than half of the tutorials for Permutation & Combination.

Why did I note such a trivial thing like completing a tutorial?

Simply because...

27th Febuary 2008

We initially planned to watch 'L changes the world', but was put off eventually.
So we went for late lunch and chatting plus shopping session @ Westmall,

and I finally got my 'saviors' from The Face Shop (finally I see hope for myself :D).

Permutation & Combinations just ruined my day throughly.

We went through the questions during tutorial and

I got 70% of the answers wrong!
It reflects badly about my logical thinking, and I must say

I was pissed off and ahgasted with myself.
Simply, I had wasted my time on that atrocious piece of work.

I thought I got them right, since I was focused and all,

However, I can't change the fact, I just got them wrong!

I gonna recalibrate it ):

Well, photos below.

Pohyee

Khaihung

Chonghuan

When 160 meets 183 :D

The extremely gross siblings, lol

Pohyee, Me and Chonghuan

Being uniformed is a blessing!

My Saviors~ xD

2008-02-23T21:36:00.001+08:00

First Picture

Look at Pohyee's exaggrated facial expression -.-

Nice take, with Daiso Bags, HAHA

The above 3 pictures are my 'Loves' for the week!
Anyway, woke up real early at 5.00am, to get ready for Flag Day.
One thing for sure, they weren't time-concious organisers.
I was satisfied with my performance today because I really gave out flags
and asked for Donations, which I didn't last year. This is my moral option ((:
(Good Karma for me this year :DD)
Well, you can't possibly force people to donate for charity, what can I say,
since I supported charity as a moral option, HA! That's the nature of people.
I can only conclude vaguely that we walked for many kilometers today.
Especially me and Chenjun, that was the only thing I remembered.
After that I met up Pohyee for lunch @ Choa Chu Kang Lot1
Window-shopped around for running shoes, bags and make-up accessories.
Finally decided to head for Jurong East, where I bought the same bag as hers :D
Study day tomorrow! Time to Focus :D

2008-02-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

Your love secrets

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
You want to be with someone who's a success.
A person with the right job, right family, right clothes...
In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down.
You are able to weather the storm.
Getting over a break-up doesn't take long.
Easy come, easy go.

You Are A Woman!

Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood.
You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out.
You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat.
This makes you the perfect girlfriend or even wife!

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I did the above for fun, (because I have visitors in my house now)
it's quite true but the last sentence of the first test is definitely wrong la!
If it was correct I won't be here -.-
Above from all those, I went out with my beloved Shuna and Pohyee,
to Bukit Batok, Jurongpoint and IMM
(saw some people super dao, having a gf very arty? -.-),
for a short and economical shopping trip, haha.
We bought things from Daiso and so on for our study rooms. (Photos next post)
I just love going out with them :DD

2008-02-17T00:44:00.000+08:00

Woke up early today for Drama Workshop,
and I found the December holiday's one better.
Afternoon went to meet Troy, Shuna, Khaihung, Jiting, Weixiang and Chonghuan (:
Off to my house for Steamboat!
Didn't take any photos, because we were busy eating and
watching King Kong at the same time, lol.
Chonghuan left first and the rest of us gambled for 6 hours,
including Big2 Bunluck and Mahjong :D
Buakiao Kakis

11pm Dad and Mum bought us supper, while we continue to be Buakiao kias.
My Beloved

And off they went in a cab (:
Worn out, but today is definitely a good day to gather with them for Steamboat ((:
Present from Shuna and I love it alot!

2008-02-14T23:40:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentine's everyone!
Obviously, I went to school.
Poor Hangyang, he has to treat me a meal! Haha, shan't state why.

He's depressed enough because of TWO humongous blows.
After school ,went K-box with Pohyee Jiting Yishen and Teckwin (:
Photos!

Pohyee with super long hair

Me and Pohyee

Yishen and Mickey (hidden) with Teckwin's leg =.=

Teckwin, Ting Mummy and Yishen

The Sing-a-longs

Jiting holding concert!

His fans!

LOL!

Sophisticated.

And I am just not alright, yes it's very serious.

To Ngee Ann peeps: Good luck for exams tomorrow and subsequent ones!

J'aime